There is a time...

There is a time when you don't know anything anymore. When you can't tell right from wrong anymore, when you don't know who to trust or even if you should trust anyone anymore. And then, there is a time when you are hurt. When you feel so down that you lose even that last hope that something could go right. And then your heart is broken, and you yell and cry and slam everything around you, and scream and cry more. Then, you calm down. You stop overthinking for a moment, you rise, you shine. You get over it. Again, and again, and again. And you get hit again. And you get over it again.
There is a time when things go right for a while. You seem to forget everything that hurt you in the past, and you live your life happily. And then, lightning trikes again. Each time harder. But it doesn't hurt that much anymore. You got use to the pain. You've seen this coming but you didn't want to accept it. And you just get up and keep going.But what if, someday, someone appears in your life and changes everything? Then what? How do you react, what do you say, how do you feel? You'd love a change, but it's scary. You'd like to give it a chance, but what if it will hurt you again? But what if it won't? I guess you'll never know until you try. And why should be afraid of? Aren't you used with the pain? You've been through it so many times. Countless times. I could say you know the pain better than you know happiness. Are you still afraid to give it a try? Don't be.
I used to say that life is like a rollercoaster. It has its ups and downs until it's over. You'll never know when it will stop. You just have to enjoy the ride.
There is a time when you should learn to trust again. Learn to laugh, to live, to love. What if tomorrow you won't wake up? What have you accomplished in your life? Are you satisfied? Do you think you should've done more?
There is a time when everything settles down. It's called flatline.
Enjoy every moment like it's the last one. And never give up your hopes, dreams and happiness.